I don't know who to turn to

I know nobody reads this blog. All the views all previous posts got are from me rereading what i wrote.

but really

at a stressful time like this... i really wanna talk to someone...

maybe you'd say "why don't you go see some shrink or something"

i don't want to.

i'm not that sick and i know they don't really care

but at a time like this

i really just wanna pick the phone and call someone

someone who really cares about me

but

there's no one like that

so

here i am writing on a blog nobody reads

hoping somehow this reaches someone

when i know it really is impossible